beauty conspiracy ???

Last wednesday was an awful day. I called it the day of beauty conspiracy against me. I'm not a huge fan of make up things. My make up ritual things were only moisturiser, loose/compact powder, natural lipstick and body mist.The very simple make up things, since I didn't like wasting my time in front of the mirror, covering my face with layered of "smooth powder" as I'm going to wear a mask. What will happen if those my make up things were not "availabe". Yes, they were availabe if I didn't have any of them. And that was happening last wednesday. I had ran out of all those my make up things when I prepared for office. It was 6.30 AM and there was not nearest store had open yet. I got stuck in front of my dresser and staring the dumb me at the mirror. 
I've noticed the lack volume all of those my make up things since the last two weeks, but I deferred my foot steps to buy those things until they were finally ran out. Whom I supposed to blame? Actually it was my fault, but I denied it and still look the one to be blame on....

my run out make up things :(

So to save my unlucky morning make up ritual as I was in rush to get to the office, I had no choice other than did my make up using my mom's. Oh God...I was using the 50's make up things which is contain of anti aging and anti wrinkle. I hope the aging and wrinkle will stay away from me about ten or may be twenty years ahead because I've used the anti aging and anti wrinkle products earlier, and only once on last wednesday..... ;p
That was the beauty conspiracy....I only did a very simple make up to accomplish my fresh looks, but when they were unified not to "share" with me....lucky me, the 50's make up were there :D
Moral lessons of the beauty conspiracy are never underestimate on something although it is just a simple thing. I did make up only once a day, in the morning before off to the office and I never retouched my make up because I thought my make up would stay last. That was why, I pondered that make up things wouldn't affect any of me, until last wednesday. 
I've back and forth at the mall for foodstuffs, but I always defer to reach the cosmetics counter. I always tell myself that I would go there tomorrow since my work place is just about 500 m away from the mall. And I never made it until the beauty conspiracy day happened. Never defer in doing something, when you've got the chance, grab it or the chance wouldn't happen twice and you'll regret it.  
I always thought that doing make up was wasting my time and I felt that I become somebody else if I had make up more than my make up ritual such as mascara, foundation or blush on. Who you are will stay as who you are, you can't be someone else. Each human creature is created with their own distinguish, no one is the same with other. Make up don't determine who you are instead the way you behave and treat people. Nobody is perfect, make up just to help your outer shine, but the real shining is what comes out inside yourself.  
Now, I'm starting to apply a thin blemless blam (BB) cream after moisturiser. A happening cream which was introduced by korean celebrity :$

"end with the blushing cheek"